Sunday, November 11, 2007
Hmm..to update my life..ITs really in a mess and everything not going smoothly for me.. Some of my frens know wat really happen to me and etc.. Its been about a week tat i having a terrible feelings like guilty and regret for doing the decision.. Its like i have make a mistake which its unable to amend it.. And he say the problem went through even on e gal bday..I also duno izzit e truth..only he is e one tat know the answer..Though i can say i quite harsh in my words, but i have own reasons, and he say he is not wat i think.. Maybe i'm wrong or wat..But i still can say Actions Speaks Louder than Words!!
He just say hope i can move on..Is like after these happen, do u think is easier for me to move on.?? Say is easier than done...And dun even think of how i'm suffering now and yet he...Haiz.. I dun understand why he wan to make me hate him as he did bad things to me..There is no point to do tat to me..I dun hate a person even do bad things to me..I felt tat hate a person is waste of my effort, hurt my health and time to do tat.. And i had say so much things and is like if he have e heart and intend to do it, he will do it no matter or wat..I dun wan to say anything much on it le..its like no point which he dun even care and bother abt it..Just hope he can sort out his thinking... Or of wat my fren say tat we need to have a good talk and sort it out..If not, is like he is avoiding e problem and dun wan to face it.. Well, i can say i unable to be my old self which i used to be after wat had happen these days.. Unable to find e cheerful and happy go lucky gal and cant find back e smile i used to have last time le..Its had totally changed my life i used to have it last time..haiz..How i hope i can get it back and overcome it.. I wont be e person i used to be after wat had happen..
But due to several reasons, thanks for my frens for being understanding and accompany me for all these days even his mum.. I really appreciate it..
He just say hope i can move on..Is like after these happen, do u think is easier for me to move on.?? Say is easier than done...And dun even think of how i'm suffering now and yet he...Haiz.. I dun understand why he wan to make me hate him as he did bad things to me..There is no point to do tat to me..I dun hate a person even do bad things to me..I felt tat hate a person is waste of my effort, hurt my health and time to do tat.. And i had say so much things and is like if he have e heart and intend to do it, he will do it no matter or wat..I dun wan to say anything much on it le..its like no point which he dun even care and bother abt it..Just hope he can sort out his thinking... Or of wat my fren say tat we need to have a good talk and sort it out..If not, is like he is avoiding e problem and dun wan to face it.. Well, i can say i unable to be my old self which i used to be after wat had happen these days.. Unable to find e cheerful and happy go lucky gal and cant find back e smile i used to have last time le..Its had totally changed my life i used to have it last time..haiz..How i hope i can get it back and overcome it.. I wont be e person i used to be after wat had happen..
But due to several reasons, thanks for my frens for being understanding and accompany me for all these days even his mum.. I really appreciate it..
this heart of mine was broken at 11/11/2007 10:09:00 PM
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