Monday, October 22, 2007
Well, been busy in school stuff but only study for 3 hours every day.. Went to meet up with his mum on friday and go out together.. Then went to shop around and his mum bought a few Dvd's back home..And i bring some shows back first then exchange after finish watching... Also his mum bought 2 boxes of cake for me and my family...His mum really dotes on me alot till sometimes people think i'm her daughter.. But she did think of asking me to be her god-daughter.As duno izzit weird for him and me to accept it..As i and him together before if really is, i will be his god sister le..i also duno..When i ask him he also duno how..
Went to kbox with yuting,meiling, and steven.. then headed to bugis to walk around, till around nite time we went to suntec to walk and queue up for donuts..Donuts factory is famous in singapore now..But we never bought much, so there is a separate queue for tat.. So its rather fast..
Yesterday went to meet up with jia fang and went to woodlands to shop awhile and i bought some donuts from munchy donuts for his mum as his mum treat me good, so i will treat her good too.. As somehow his mum like to eat chocolates.. I promise to do some chocolates for her when i free in mid of nov and also for my fren too..
After all these while after we broke up, he now in a relationship with e philipines gal.. Though i already know it before he really put in friendster..But somehow his frens msg me and ask wat happen all these.. And till only he delete e first page of testimonials which i had wrote to him..As his reasons is cos dun wan others to misunderstand us..But i think is too late, as i can say most of my and his frens knew wat happen btw us, as they went to my blog and see and some even msg me in friendster.. I was shocked why they will msg me but i dunno wat to do juz reply them either view my blog or ask him ba..As i dun wan to answer anything anymore, its really hurt for me to repeat all these things again.. So i have no choice since he did tat, then i went to told him tat his frens msg me and tag me too.. Partly cos some of his sec sch frens is linked to me, which i know them through my ite days...Since e day we not together my profile views have been keep increasing, since oct 1st till now around 400 views le.. haiz..
And some other problems there are left unsaid.. Though they together but i cant do anything.. I will keep contact with his mum and we as usual still got go out together when we free.. And his mum will tell me some of her problems and stuff like tat..Till i sometimes gonna cry also.. Maybe gal is more emotional but to me i rather sacrife myself than letting my mum to work so hard.. I will find a better job and prospects to support my family.. But now no matter wat i had said to him, whether be it abt his mum might be working 2 jobs a day, and etc.. he wont listen..Maybe guys perception is different or wat..but i personally not her daughter, i felt the pain when she work till so hard to support the family.. I'm not saying he wan to see his mum like tat..but i hope he can be mature and think of his mum and family also..Not only for himself only.. I dun have the right to say anything..but hope he can do go think abt it.. I still can see he filial to his mum in certain things but at least plan for the future ba..
Will upload the pics when i free..
Take carez..
Went to kbox with yuting,meiling, and steven.. then headed to bugis to walk around, till around nite time we went to suntec to walk and queue up for donuts..Donuts factory is famous in singapore now..But we never bought much, so there is a separate queue for tat.. So its rather fast..
Yesterday went to meet up with jia fang and went to woodlands to shop awhile and i bought some donuts from munchy donuts for his mum as his mum treat me good, so i will treat her good too.. As somehow his mum like to eat chocolates.. I promise to do some chocolates for her when i free in mid of nov and also for my fren too..
After all these while after we broke up, he now in a relationship with e philipines gal.. Though i already know it before he really put in friendster..But somehow his frens msg me and ask wat happen all these.. And till only he delete e first page of testimonials which i had wrote to him..As his reasons is cos dun wan others to misunderstand us..But i think is too late, as i can say most of my and his frens knew wat happen btw us, as they went to my blog and see and some even msg me in friendster.. I was shocked why they will msg me but i dunno wat to do juz reply them either view my blog or ask him ba..As i dun wan to answer anything anymore, its really hurt for me to repeat all these things again.. So i have no choice since he did tat, then i went to told him tat his frens msg me and tag me too.. Partly cos some of his sec sch frens is linked to me, which i know them through my ite days...Since e day we not together my profile views have been keep increasing, since oct 1st till now around 400 views le.. haiz..
And some other problems there are left unsaid.. Though they together but i cant do anything.. I will keep contact with his mum and we as usual still got go out together when we free.. And his mum will tell me some of her problems and stuff like tat..Till i sometimes gonna cry also.. Maybe gal is more emotional but to me i rather sacrife myself than letting my mum to work so hard.. I will find a better job and prospects to support my family.. But now no matter wat i had said to him, whether be it abt his mum might be working 2 jobs a day, and etc.. he wont listen..Maybe guys perception is different or wat..but i personally not her daughter, i felt the pain when she work till so hard to support the family.. I'm not saying he wan to see his mum like tat..but i hope he can be mature and think of his mum and family also..Not only for himself only.. I dun have the right to say anything..but hope he can do go think abt it.. I still can see he filial to his mum in certain things but at least plan for the future ba..
Will upload the pics when i free..
Take carez..
this heart of mine was broken at 10/22/2007 06:54:00 PM
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