Tuesday, September 25, 2007
Well, i had meet him up juz now.. And we went to watch movies then after movies, we headed home.. But he send me back to yck as usual..And due to i like to see his hp, then he gave me his hp to see.. all my msg which i send him all was deleted.. And its was cruel and i ask him..he say he dun know..WAt the hell.. Delete msg muz be have reasons..he say he duno wat to say.. And i know of tis msg says tat its not a matter of choice, Find some reason to hold on, dun ask me..Ask yrself, For ur feelings, not enough reason. Dun back out, i'm not begging u to love me..I know u also need a reason from me..But whatever feelings, i have for u.. Depends on ur feelings towards me..
I can say tat the bitch is better than me..He rather choose her than me.. And say all these things to come in btw us.. Actually juz now when i heard it tot of give him a slap, but is in public place.. is not good to do tat..As guys do have pride.. But will he think of my feelings tat he betray me.. He say he is sorry for wat he did..No point to say sorry as wat he did already hurt me lots.. And i had say tat no matter wat happen, i will make him guilty.. as in i not threatening.. As in i hate pple to betray me.. And he is your loved ones to do tat to u.. I can say tis type of bitch who do tat on us, it wont last.. its lust and not love..He say he dun wan to have any relationship at the moment.. Though he likes the bitch, but dun ahve to be together.. Let's see.. I'm sure i wont guess wrong..
Can say tat his mum dote on me..Will talk to me no matter wat happens to me and him..She is sad to see us like tat.. And she did told me alot of her family stuff.. Can get along well with her.. And told me wat happen to her and etc.. Alot of topics to talk abt..Anyway we cant be together, i and his mum will contact as can treat her as my fren..
Now onwards, i wont ever fall for a guy after these failed relationships.. I hate the feelings.. Its gonna make me crazy.. And i dun ever treat a guy better anymore.. Guys to me are bad and not worth to make me love them..
I can say tat the bitch is better than me..He rather choose her than me.. And say all these things to come in btw us.. Actually juz now when i heard it tot of give him a slap, but is in public place.. is not good to do tat..As guys do have pride.. But will he think of my feelings tat he betray me.. He say he is sorry for wat he did..No point to say sorry as wat he did already hurt me lots.. And i had say tat no matter wat happen, i will make him guilty.. as in i not threatening.. As in i hate pple to betray me.. And he is your loved ones to do tat to u.. I can say tis type of bitch who do tat on us, it wont last.. its lust and not love..He say he dun wan to have any relationship at the moment.. Though he likes the bitch, but dun ahve to be together.. Let's see.. I'm sure i wont guess wrong..
Can say tat his mum dote on me..Will talk to me no matter wat happens to me and him..She is sad to see us like tat.. And she did told me alot of her family stuff.. Can get along well with her.. And told me wat happen to her and etc.. Alot of topics to talk abt..Anyway we cant be together, i and his mum will contact as can treat her as my fren..
Now onwards, i wont ever fall for a guy after these failed relationships.. I hate the feelings.. Its gonna make me crazy.. And i dun ever treat a guy better anymore.. Guys to me are bad and not worth to make me love them..
this heart of mine was broken at 9/25/2007 01:54:00 AM
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